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scold her, she kept silent.
nag at her, she yells.
step on her tail, she bitch.
let her go hungry, she bites.
pamper her, she booast.
truely ♥ her, she purrs ;)
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Thursday, November 26, 2009
its driving me a little crazy now..
dunno how should i feel.
dunno wad should i do.
dunno when should i stop bracing myself wif self-counsoul words.
having heavy flu wif sore throat now.. }:
[singing]
sick sick~ go away~ better dun come find me again~
11/26/2009 02:51:00 AM
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
不喜欢怀疑什麽
并不表示我没有感受
看你微妙的变化
慢慢不同我不是生气 只是心痛
最讨厌被误会了
但越解释越觉得难过
你可以说人会变 但不能说 你会这麽做 是我的错
哭过就好了
伤都会好的
这样相信所以深呼吸著割舍
爱是为了拥抱 为了牵手
不是为了争吵 为了调头
哭过就好了
痛都会走的记忆有限 所以它会淘汰坏的
失眠听歌 想念虽然苦涩
还是谢谢你让我长大了
越多美好堆叠的过往
想忘就得推倒更大的悲伤
要找勇气却不在口袋或手上
但它一定在我身上某个地方
哭过就好了
痛都会走的
记忆有限 所以它会淘汰坏的失眠听歌 想念虽然苦涩
还是谢谢你让我长大了. . .
`Super Nice Song! :))
梁文音《哭過就好了》
11/25/2009 05:13:00 AM
I WANTED TO CLARIFY SOMETHING.
many really misunderstood from de 'him' & 'him' in my newest newest post le..
they are 2 diff ppl.
de 1st 'him' is ya.. the ex.
this one:
de other section de 'him' is another him..
joanne, u know who(:
i thot i'd alr use pictures to seperate de 2 matters alr.
-.-!
p.s.: misa ar.. u haven gimmi photoss.. when? }:
11/25/2009 02:04:00 AM
Monday, November 23, 2009
handling.
i think i have start moving on.
im glad myself.
for not getting manipulate by making wrong decision & feeling wrong anymore.
its.. how to say.. pretty well relief myself :)
went to check out his profile.
& amazingly,
i am not angry, not disappointed, not sad, not remourseful, not jealous, not unhappy, not tearing, not wadsoever u name it.
instead..
i felt.. nothing.
really nth at all.
numb should be de right word to use i guess.
im glad myself.
for not getting manipulate by making wrong decision & feeling wrong anymore.
its.. how to say.. pretty well relief myself :)
went to check out his profile.
& amazingly,
i am not angry, not disappointed, not sad, not remourseful, not jealous, not unhappy, not tearing, not wadsoever u name it.
instead..
i felt.. nothing.
really nth at all.
numb should be de right word to use i guess.
* * *
sometimes.. he's real passionate.
sometimes.. he's real cold.
i felt calm when he kissed, he hugged, he protected me.
at the same time..
i felt fear.
at the same time..
i felt fear.
11/23/2009 02:35:00 AM
Friday, November 20, 2009
BUSILY HAVING FUN.
Where?
Scarlet ( Bubblegum ) at supperclub
When?
27th November 2009; Friday
Time?
9pm - 5am!
Age allowed - 18 & above
Attire:
harajuku
it's located at :
331 north bridge roa , odeon towers ( city hall )
331 north bridge roa , odeon towers ( city hall )
".. elegant bed booths layer the dance floor in an impressive two storey environment. The dance floor, set in the middle of two rows of beds, will create a brilliant focal point in the center of the room. "
*seating for general admission & VIP
*Bed reservations; VIP beds (i believe so..)
dancing in the center! how cool is that.
★Scarlet ( Bubblegum ), 27th November 2009 Friday★
[ Male ] $20 [ Female ] $15
*cover charge is inclusive of 1 complimentary drink
*freeflow of candyfloss and lollipops for all girls*
[ 1-for-1 For All Drinks till Midnight ]
Moet & Chandon at 150
Chivas Regal at 200
Martell Vsop at 208
Grey Goose x 2 at 398
Opposite Raffles Hotel
Beside Bras Basah Complex
City Hall Mrt
still dunno?
click this:
*For table reservations / enquiries. feel free to contact
96581186
Lovelies,
anyone?
* * *
Enough of publicity.
-14.11.09-
Sat
went to Rebel
wif my babe & i met new frens (:
*Baby, u can count on me and u know it..
*thanks joanne for everything.
*thanks Henry & small little stuff.
girl.. u rmb wad happened on that night bo?
LOL.
*kept in my heart
* * *
Enough of partyying.
-05.11.09-
thur
PEI WEN's BIRTHDAY !
*present shared by jayson & i
pw, happy hor? lolx.
MUST USE OKIE (not cheap)
ruyu, regina, peiwen(:, joey, j`
*joey acting cute lol
jayson, ry, `r, pw, joeeeeeew, j`, jingkang
we bluff her say all go home le.
but ends up going to her hse (before she reach.. wif tricks of course)
for some surprisee !!
*light sticks
look ordinary normal right?
WAIT TILL YOU SEE THE EFFECT AFTER OFFING LIGHTS!!
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*BOOMZ !
SWEE BO !
hahaaha.
nice right?!
is super pretty de..
*i like
(lolx. can see me? )
* * *
Enough of celebration brag.
weeks & weeks & dunno how many weeks ago..
daddy invited his fren over to our hse for some little gardening.
his fren gave some pretty good advice & thanks to him,
my hse front porch got a beautiful small garden !!
:)))
*heh i also got help out some.
but i dun like de mud touching my royal hand.. it taint my nail polish too..
*seven dwafs is i put de (proud of it lol)
now it looks better
after all de plantings & flowers growing out alr.
^^.
that's all for now peeps!
that's all for now peeps!
:)
BIG YEST.
went to ladies night after fyp meeting at Double O
went to ladies night after fyp meeting at Double O
wif misa & her fren.
updating soon wif photos after i got frm her!
so stay tune!
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TOMORROW.
yes lah!
meeting baby againnnnnnnnnnn!!
haha.
& her frens & henry.
for movie!
-2012.
cant wait cant wait CANNOT WAIT.
cause all frens told me watched le & its awesome!
btw,
guys.. million thanks for de free movie tics.
=)
11/20/2009 02:01:00 AM
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
miss not-independent
"u treat her as ur close fren, but does she?"
Yup.
it strike me hard when someone qn me.
i know de ans damn wad well.
like how i handle too emotionally wif relationship,
friendship aint no diff.
`
i always avoid my instinct,
escape away from de truth that hurts.
& always believing de other party will get to understand me one fine day.
but u see
it always end up not de case.
"liddat also call friend?"
daddy once asked.
true enough.
but right till de end..
i always get softhearted.
"they are just making use of you."
maybe, might be. or it alr is.
true love.
true friend.
what the hell they exactly are?
i only feel thorns.
[even when thorns are plucked, there'll be holes of wound left..]
11/18/2009 03:12:00 AM
Saturday, November 14, 2009
short notice
weeeee~
later going partyyy!!!
might be going double o/ zirca/ rebel/ etc etc etc.
or might be all cancelled & we'll be heading to sing k.
no matter wad.
im gonna have fun! ^^.
but then..
nxt morning got FYP meeting at 915am -.-!
11/14/2009 03:22:00 PM
Label Her with pride.
`
while looking for a chi song called: 'yao bu shi, ai'
i accidentally found out that BOA got new songs!
haha.
immediately flew to find her new mv (w/o much effort). lol =DD
her
wif short hair wor!
BoA / BUMP BUMP! feat.VERBAL(m-flo)
i accidentally found out that BOA got new songs!
haha.
immediately flew to find her new mv (w/o much effort). lol =DD
her
wif short hair wor!
BoA / BUMP BUMP! feat.VERBAL(m-flo)
mostly adopted from official website:
http://www.avexnet.or.jp/boa/index.html
11/14/2009 03:46:00 AM
Thursday, November 12, 2009
small little things
Last thur,skipped sch..
was alone at home wif no maid to cook for me le..
so i went to cook something..
no maggie mee wif egg again!
i dished out le SEAFOOD UDONG.
super yummy de.
i eat le also dun dare to believe i cook de haha
ok lar.
only got 3 prawns, mushroom, and crabmeat, boil all wif udong only
LOL.
*still felt proud of myself
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-08.11.09-
it's a sundayyy; family day.
i woke up early.
around 12pm.
after lunching,
daddy brought us to Warren Country Club (as always...)
*before leaving
Bowling ~
xiao mei
bro
scoreboard
let's seeeeee.
at round 8.. my score vs sis is 52 : 67.
she always score de lowest,
now even ahead of me -.-
her lucky day..
But still ...
But still ...
Final score:
sis - 78
me - 78
Hahaha.
i actually on par wif her at de last round!!
Daddy was on his dark side dat day..
score de unbelievable low.
not his usual performanceee
Daddy - 59
Mummy - 93
LOL.
then xiao mei & bro was squibbling bout their score..
xiao mei - 32
bro - 42
daddy allowed us to play for another round..
my score ^^.
haha
i went back to my average skill.. *beam*
jing & jia
wif bro
i didnt realise i have such a loooooong hair until this shot.
daddy ^^.
mummy wif hua ^^.
we waited de food for super long!
& de first serving is my pork chop.
while im swtiching on my camera mode.. my fries was super fast gone -.-!!
while im swtiching on my camera mode.. my fries was super fast gone -.-!!
they keep staring at my pork chop when im eating sia..
hai wo eat le so stressful.
and they keep asking for "can i have one bite?"
then minutes later..
"can i have another bite?"
and the another bite is followed by another bite & another bite.
& i was like feeding them instead of myself.. yes! them.
but lucky apart from our main course.
daddy ordered wedges, silver fish, chicken wings, fried toufu and noh hiang.
while waiting ..
i took some continuous 9 shots. (minus 3 unglam ones. lolx._.)
*1 sec per shot.
if u got take a close look
de 2nd shot very toot-ly funny..
after back home
i rushed to do up my individual ppt until 6am
i nvr realise it until my mum woke up
she said i later sure cannot wake up for lesson.
sure i nvr.
Lolx.
* * *
-11.11.09-
went to sch's trip at changi; DHL health hub
*s c r e a m*
SUPER FARRR!!
joey
ladies.
only joey changed lol
de one who dun wanna join, but only wanna take for us.
these days
my eyes become super small
on our way back
she auto move closer to me ..
she auto pose ..
LOL.
*nvr edit these, lazy alr hehh.
back to sch.
we went to eat Subway.
then met up wif FYP teamates for individual's presentation.
was super nervous de!
but i end up yo-ing my advisor when i went to class.
lolx.
& de presentation goes pretty well great!
advisor even praised me for improving lots.
& said this shows i had put in quite an effort this time round ^^.
she even said only i had gotton al de ans right, de rest wrong.
but eugene claimed im wrong.
well ...
i think i've got some theorem wrong bah..
so eugene & roy had coached me to de right ones alr (:
but advisor mention she will go back and look thru it.
after that,
i went to find de usual them.
after waiting their presentation to end,
we went to eat 'EAT' at railmall :D
* * *
nowadays
my eyes not only become super small..
but very dry.
very super uncomfortable.
above that
my right eye super painnn!
and my vision can go blur suddenly.
head feeling heavy and giddy.
as if de whole day im living my life on a merry-go-round..
really uncomfortable.
`
thot its my contact lens.
but even when i wear spec at home.
also liddat.
pain, blur vision, dry eyes, and feeling giddy.
god
i only wanna lost my memories.
not vision.
11/12/2009 09:29:00 PM